what we carry

 

“I think the more we know, the better we are. I mean not just facts. The more we know about each other, the closer we are to learn something about ourselves.”
Maya Angelou

Collage of two vintage photographs. Top photo is of an army air pilot in the pilot seat of a small red helicopter. The second, bottom photo is a young, Vietnamese pilot standing in a field, holding his helmet with his gear laid at his feet.

Tram’s dad at flight school in Fort Rucker, AL in 1974. First solo flight.

It’s often common, as humans, to have an innate fear of what (or who) we don’t know. I hope and believe this project will allow our community to pull back that veil a little more, to uncover what we don’t know, and to allow “strangers” to become “neighbors”.

What We Carry is a visual story of the humanity of a people displaced, in search of belonging.

We are drawn to stories of courage, strength, and resilience. The refugee and immigrant community of Northwest Arkansas is a rich source of these stories, but too many of them go untold. This project aims to shine light on our immigrant community, to bring the rest of Northwest Arkansas closer to them, and to honor my own family’s story in the process. 

The inspiration for this project goes back to 1994, when I was barely five years old. The Communist government of Vietnam destroyed our family home in an attempt to seize our land. After nearly two years of resisting, my parents successfully secured our land and rebuilt our home. Despite this victory, with growing tensions between my family and the government, my parents made the difficult decision to apply for resettlement. As US allies during the Vietnam War, and my dad being a former prisoner of the re-education camps, doors opened for our family to resettle in America. 

As my family prepared to leave Vietnam, we painstakingly sifted through our possessions, narrowing down our most essential items and treasures to take with us on our journey to a new home. I remember desperately trying to convince my parents to let me bring as many things as I could carry. In the end though, I was left with having to pick the few items my siblings and I cherished most. Countless other refugees have gone through this same difficult process. Many didn’t have time to grab anything at all as they fled their homes and former lives, in search of safety and a hopeful future.

Old photo of a Vietnamese village house collapsed on the ground. The roof of the house used as a temporary housing.

Our house after is was torn down in 1994. Pictured is the temporary shelter we lived under for 11 months.

Tens of thousands of refugees resettle in the United States every year, including in Northwest Arkansas.
We have hundreds of refugee neighbors from places like Syria, Afghanistan, Democratic Republic of Congo, Rwanda, Iraq, Guatemala, El Salvador, Burma, and Ukraine.

This project is an ode to their journey, and to the grief, memories, and hope they carry. 

In Northwest Arkansas, there’s an amazing organization to welcome these new neighbors.
Canopy NWA is a non-profit organization that supports refugees through resettlement assistance in the state of Arkansas. Since its inception in 2016, Canopy NWA has assisted hundreds of refugees to resettle in the NWA area, and is expected to assist at least 150 more by the end of 2023.

For this project, I’m partnering with Canopy to collect the important stories of some of these refugees through video interviews and watercolor paintings.

Photo of a Vietnamese family of 4 at a train station. Dad in a brown jacket and white shirt. Mom in a gray woman suit, with a shirt button-up, and a black hat. 2 girls in the front. One in yellow dress & hat. The other in a red dress & pink hat.

Our family during our last days in Vietnam in 1996. Dad, Mom, Truc (right, age 10), and Me (left, age 7). Missing from photo because she was taking this photo, is my oldest sister, Trang, age 13.

3 PHASES OF THE PROJECT

The project consists of three phases: Documentation, Creation, and Presentation.

For the first phase, Documentation, I’ll be collaborating with Iron Lotus Creative to conduct video interviews of refugees and immigrants across Northwest Arkansas. We’ll gather the story of their journey to the US, and learn about the items they deemed most precious to carry along with them. In conjunction with the videos, I’ll photograph the items to use as visual references for the second phase. 

In phase two, Creation, I’ll create still-life watercolor paintings of the items. The collection will be composed of approximately 12 original watercolor works.

For the third and final phase, Presentation, the collection of paintings will be a traveling exhibit in local galleries and gathering spaces throughout Northwest Arkansas. The exhibit will include video interviews as well. Each venue will feature an opening event where you’re invited to come view the collection and meet our new neighbors in the community.

FOLLOW THIS PROJECT

I invite you to join me on this journey. During this project I plan to share personal stories, interactive posts, behind-the-scene looks at the creation of What We Carry through my blog and email. If you wish to follow along, be sure to sign up for my newsletter!

SUPPORT THIS PROJECT

This project is supported through generous contributions from Narrative Network, as well as private supporters. If you would like to support this project, you can do so via Venmo, Cash App, or PayPal. Your support will help fund stipends for refugee participants, the work to collect and document these stories, and the exhibitions that will bring this project to the NWA community.

A portion of this project is also funded by Artists 360, a program of Mid-America Arts Alliance, made possible through philanthropic support from the Walton Family Foundation.